An Awakening for Me Ch. 01

Hello, so let me tell you about what had happened in this past few years since this all started, first let me tell you about me, I was a senior in high school back then, a good student, good grades and my parents appreciated how well I was doing in school. My relationship with my parents pretty good overall, I always was very close to my Mom but my Dad and I are a bit distant with each other, Dad always wanted a Son but I was not quite the one he wanted.

To describe myself I stand five foot six, maybe one ten in weight, maybe, very average in everything on me, I wear glasses and am told I am quite attractive, well by my Mom so not sure how true it really is. I do not have any facial hair and my body has very little hair at all. My cock is slightly below average so are my testicles, I'm told I have an amazing ass, and I am also a virgin in every sense of the word.

A few guys on football team at school love to torture me every single day, slammed into lockers, ridiculed, called names, yes fag and sissy are the main ones. I learned to take it and not let it bother me anymore, water of a ducks back and all that, I knew my sexual preference and I like guys. I had two friends at school, we hang out all the time, Aaron and Dave come to mine to play video games often, and no they are both straight, or at least I think they are, still not really sure actually, they are not my type at all, to much like me I guess.

The quarterback of the football team on the other hand, his name is Thomas Anderson, but they all call him Tommy, his best friend Jimmy and he always together. Both have cheerleader girlfriends and they love to torment me and my two friends. Tommy has to be one of the hottest men in school, he is nineteen and looks like he is going on thirty. A full beard, strong jaw, perfect teeth, his Dad a dentist, muscular hairy chest, strong legs and one of the biggest cocks I have ever seen in the locker room showers and that is soft.

He stands at six foot two and is so muscular, his entire body covered in a layer of dark almost black hair, he is well tanned and works out a lot. I tend to watch him a lot while playing football or in the gym working out. He has a great record as a quarterback or so I am told, like a guy like me knows football, he drives an older sports car again don't ask me what it is, it is midnight black, it is vintage as they call them.

His cock soft has to be six by five, huge and oh so thick, uncut with a long foreskin, his friend Jimmy too has a massive cock he and Tommy could be brothers in the cock department, Jimmy the smaller, younger brother of the two. They have three other guys from the team who hang out with them all the time. John, Peter and Al, they love to push me and my friends around call us names, especially me, Tommy loves to push me into lockers.

The last time Tommy pushed me into the lockers he pushed his whole body onto mine and I felt his entire body pressing into me. I fought with my cock to stay soft and to not cum in my pants, the feel of his muscles on my body, the bulge in his pants, his breath on my face. His entire body holding mine to the locker I wanted to be on my knees in the hallway sucking his massive cock till he fed me a huge load, he and I stared into each others eyes.

"Pretty sure the little guy is getting a hardon from this, bet he wants to be on his knees sucking my cock."

I felt like saying whip it out please, but I simply tried to get away from him, he held me to the lockers by the throat and spit in my face, he and I staring into each others eyes, he was trying to get me to cry so he could laugh at me. He had me by the throat and he watched as I scooped up the spit on my face with my fingers and licked them clean. He slowly pulled away as he stared at me as I scooped up the remainder of the spit and licked my fingers clean.

One of the teachers came up and pulled him off of me, he stood back and continued to watch me lick the spit off of my face and swallow it all. He turned quite red watching me do all of this then he pushed his hands into his pockets to hide his hardening cock as he was dragged away by the teacher. I was called to the office and asked what had happened between Tommy and I. I told them nothing happened he and I were just talking, while I stared into his eyes.

They all stared at me now, they all whispered about how I had licked up his spit on my face, I wanted more than spit I wanted his cum in me. I wanted to touch his massive cock, to feel him push it deep inside my mouth or ass, to feel him fucking me into submission was a wet dream I had so many times. To have his buddy Jimmy pumping his cock into my mouth while Tommy fucked my ass is a wet dream I would hope one day would come true.

As the school year was coming to a close, they planned parties in the woods almost every weekend, there was an abandoned park where they built bon fires and drank till the light of day. I of course was never invited, actually I never chose to go, these were not people I wanted to associate with in or out of school. Aaron told me Friday that he might go to this one party to see what really happens out there, I told him to have fun, he talked Dave into going with him I was not going, although they tried to talk me into it.

It was going on two in the morning when I got a call from Dave, he needed me to come and get them both, they were quite intoxicated and could not get a ride home. I was not happy to have to go out there and get them but I was not about to leave them stranded out there. I got dressed then jumped in my clunker of a car, the drive was uneventful, when I got there there was still five or six cars out there. I saw Tommy's car, and the three other guys they hung out with, there were two other cars I did not know.

I shut off the car and got out trying to find these two guys, they had a makeshift shed and I heard voices coming from inside of it. It basically did not have any windows and the opening for the door was wide open no longer a door there. They were all sitting around drinking beer and talking, Dave saw me first.

"Billy you came to get us, okay guys you said you would let us go when Billy got here."

Clearly Dave and Aaron were not drunk, they were both sober, they came up to me and took my keys from me and apologized to me and pushed me into the room. They ran off with my keys and took off in their car. What to hell was going on here?

"So our little gay fag buddy is finally here, So Billy get on your knees and show us what you can do for us men."

Jimmy knew what to say to make me mad. What to hell did he mean by that exactly? Was I supposed to do something for all of them? There were seven of them and only me, no way to leave and now the doorway was blocked by two guys I did not know.

"Take your clothes off Billy."

"No... Fuck You, leave me alone Jimmy."

He came up and slapped me across the face, my cheek burned and stung.

"Take it off or I will tear it off of you, your choice faggot."

Were they going to force me to do things for them? I slowly slid my tee shirt off, then unbuckled my jeans. I slid them off and removed my shoes at the same time, here I was in my boxers feeling so naked right now. Tommy came closer as Jimmy ripped the shorts off of me, Tommy stared at me, his eyes on my naked body, they all laughed at my smaller than average cock and balls, Tommy stared at me and I knew he would not let them hurt me in any way and he did not laugh he just stared at my naked form.

Tommy gently grabbed me and bent me over, spreading my ass cheeks, he spit in my hole then pushed his finger in. He was quite gentle with me but his finger was quite dry, it was a bit uncomfortable, he pulled his finger out and pushed it into my mouth. Thankfully I had douched earlier and was playing with my dildo before all of this.

"Lick it clean Cocksucker."

Jimmy ordered me to lick Tommy's finger clean, one of the guys I did not know got up and held my arms as Tommy removed his shorts, I was nervous and a bit scared, but he quietly assured me he would not let them hurt me if I did what they wanted me to do. Part of me was intrigued, would I be made to suck all of their cocks, would they all fuck me. I only hoped they would let me suck them at the very least.

Tommy pulled out his massive cock and ran the tip over my lips, I stuck out my tongue to lick the precum he planted there. I pulled my arms free so I could brace myself on his thighs and hold and guide the shaft of his cock, I bent over and stared at his big cock. Jimmy came up closer and he ran his finger over my ass crack, I moaned as his finger pressed into my tender hole.

He spit in my ass and fingered me, he was not as gentle as Tommy was he pumped his finger in me, spit again and shoved the second one in. Tommy pushed his big cock to my lips and told me to suck it, he held my head and fed me his massive cock. I choked and gagged and he pushed it in harder and deeper. Tommy fucked my face deeper, I pulled back and asked Jimmy to not be so rough, Jimmy now had three fingers in me.

He spit on my hole and he spit in his hand, he slicked up his cock and pressed it to my hole, his cock slowly slid into me. I had used a dildo in my ass many times so I knew I could handle Jimmy's cock without to much pain, I also knew to push out when he pushed in. Jimmy was rough with my hole. I was told later that they were not to hurt me in any way, ordered by Tommy.

They spit roasted me till they both shot massive loads in each end, when Jimmy pulled out another guy was in. He was much smaller in length and thickness so he slid in easily, Tommy did not want to pull his cock out of my mouth. He pumped his cock in my mouth deeper each time, Tommy pumped another load in me, then laid back as he was done.