Memories and Dreams

When we parted at the end of the evening, it was in the front room of her home, she whispered in my ear, "Christmas break is not too far away and I will be back home then and I want to give you my virginity."

I held her tight, kissed her and told her of my love.

The time until she was back home felt like it was such a long time. I am afraid that the quality of my education suffered. My mind just could not concentrate. I also kept wondering when Alan and Barbara might again visit me and give me some advice or insight, but it did not happen.

Katie and I talked every day, we also texted several times a day but still the time crawled by. In one of our last phone conversations before the winter break and Katie coming home, I told her that I had a room reservation for us on the 23rd and 24th. She squealed with excitement.

When I picked her up at her home my first sight of her, as she descended the stairs, took my breath away. It was the evening of the 23rd, the day she arrived back. Her parents were right there to see her off. It was clear to me that they knew of our plans. That became especially clear when Katie handed me her bags to take to my car right in front of them.

Katie soon after entering my car asked, "Are we going to the room or the restaurant first?"

"Seeing as the reservation is in a downtown hotel and the restaurant is in that same hotel, I think we should check in first."

Another squeal and this time a hug and kiss were shared.

"If you cannot tell, I am very excited about this."

"I seemed to have picked up on that."

I think we were both giddy as we checked in and took our bags to the room. We were on the fourth floor so we took the elevator. Katie rushed in when I was able to get the door open. To show her sophistication she immediately moved to the bed and threw herself on it with a bounce. I brought the bags in, there were only three small ones.

The room was good sized with a king size bed, desk, TV and even a small refrigerator.

I climbed up beside her on the bed where she again gave me a hug and a wonderful kiss. I was the one to break things up.

"Beautiful Katie, I hate to stop this wonderful reward but we do have reservations at a very fine establishment downstairs for dinner."

"OK, if we must."

Dinner was wonderful at this Italian Restaurant. The atmosphere was very romantic. We were feeling very sophisticated and adult. Even though the setting was great, neither Katie or I could totally relax. I would look Katie in the eyes and she would become giddy each time.

Soon it became clear that our minds were on what was to come upstairs and we could not wait any longer.

As we entered the room Katie said, "Darin, please use the bathroom first, then I will be in there for a while."

"OK."

It seemed like forever waiting for Katie to come out of the bathroom. I did not know what to do with myself. I did not want to undress but I did take my sports jacket off and hung it up. I also may have done a little pacing. I turned off the overhead light and turned on several lamps around the room and opened the bed as well.

I finally heard the bathroom door open so I turned and looked. What I saw was a vision.

Katie was standing there, clearly her face freshly washed, her hair brushed and in a robe that ran from tight around her neck to her toes. It was also so sheer that it did not seem to exist.

Katie's body was beautiful. It was the first time I had seen her standing, in effect, totally nude, in full light. Her breast stood out with her nipples pushing against the sheer cloth of the robe announcing themselves. As my eyes took her in and traveled down her body I saw her curves. My eyes could not look away from the junction of her legs and her body. There was not a hair in sight.

After a moment of starring, I moved to her with the intent of wrapping her in my arms.

"Not so fast, Lover! You still have your clothes on."

"I was not sure how you wanted me."

"I want you naked."

"Yes, Mame."

I was out of my clothes in no time at all. I then moved forward, wrapped her in my arms and gave her a genital kiss to the lips. This kiss soon grew more passionate and tongues came out to play. The feel of her in my arms was magnificent. The temperature in the room was on the cool side given our state of dress so there was a feeling of warmth along with the softness where our skin touched. The robe she had on offered little as a barrier, however it was still a barrier so I reached up to her neck and undid the buttons there.

We wrapped ourselves around each other again after the robe was thrown to the floor. We kissed again. So I began to move my kisses to her neck. Katie's whole body shivered. I was going to continue to move my kisses around her neck and shoulders, however Katie had other ideas. She scooted away and climbed into the bed. Once there she invited me in to join her.

In the bed we held each other for pleasure and warmth. We continued our passionate kissing while holding each other under the covers gradually getting warm. Once warm, I restarted the travel of my kisses all around her body.

Being under the covers was not conducive to the kissing of her feet. I did manage a few when she bent her knees but I was not going to pass up kissing her inner thighs in favor of feet. Her inner thighs were soft and warm and so inviting. When I had thoroughly covered her thighs with kisses, I jumped over her groin and kissed her stomach. I then moved up to her chest. I love her chest.

Her apple sized breasts are perfect in my mind. Her very sensitive and erect nipples add a delicious cherry on top of each one. I kissed and sucked on those nipples and breasts for a while. I am not sure whether it was due to sensitivity or impatience but Katie began to push my head down toward her heaven's gate.

I moved my kisses south, moving all around her beautiful groin. I repositioned my body between her legs. Lifting her feet and calves up and spreading them, I began my kissing assault. The bed covers proved some difficulty. This was solved by moving Katie's knees up toward her middle and spreading her wide. I lowered my mouth to her pussy lips, first kissing and then sucking her beautiful folds.

Her juices began to flow along with her moans. I ran my tongue along and in her slit. The taste was exquisite.

Katie's first orgasm of the evening hit and it was a big one. Her anticipation of the evening's events must have added to her level of reaction. She clamped me in her legs but in such a way that did not prevent me from breathing through my nose. I basked in being held and holding her through this event.

When she came down from the peak, I resumed my licking, kissing and nibbling. I moved my mouth up to her clitoris and began to diddle it with my tongue. I also brought my right hand forward and inserted one finger into her vaginal opening. She wiggled and moaned and bucked when my finger began to wiggle inside her. I soon venture to add a second finger. I rotated them and moved them in and out as I continued to diddle her clit with my tongue.

As any red blooded male would do, I researched making love on the internet. There they spoke of a G-spot and its location as well as how to find it and stimulate it. I followed directions and moved my fingers to where I thought the location might be. Katie's reaction when I found it was spectacular and her second orgasm of the evening took place.

This time when she came off her peak and I attempted to renew my administration, she pushed me away from her pussy and began to pull me up to her face. Once there laying beside her I began to kiss her mouth. She wrapped her arms around me and we renewed our passionate kissing.

At a break in our kissing, Katie looked into my eyes, "Darin, I Love You!"

Katie, I Love You!"

We held each other and must have fallen asleep. I suddenly became aware of my cock being in a warm wet environment and being sucked. It was a very short time between my awaking and my ejaculating my semen into Katie's mouth. This time she swallowed it all.

When I made a move to again eat her pussy, she stopped me and asked me to just hold her. I did.

I did not fall asleep this time and enjoyed holding this beautiful naked woman in my arms. It was not too long when I found Katie moving on top of me. She put one leg over my legs and moved her torso on top of mine. We were eye to eye. After a time, my eyes began to wonder.. This must have triggered her as she raised up and brought her breast to my face. She moved them back and forth, up and down all around my face. I thoroughly enjoyed them.

I began to notice my erection having returned as was being rubbed between my stomach and her thighs. She must have noticed too as she sat up moving her groin over my erection trapping it. She then began to slide it between her legs and my stomach. I could feel the moisture increase.

I was becoming harder and harder and afraid that I would lose control soon. She must have noticed as well as she stopped, moved her pussy down my legs, reached to grasp my erection and moved forward again. I was not at the entrance of her vagina. I knew I could tilt my pelvis and enter her but this was her show and I was determined to let her play it out as she wished.

Epilogue

"Daddy! Daddy! Daddy! Daddy is home! Daddy is home!

"Hello Pumpkin, how are you today?"

"Daddy, Mommy told me that we are going to Grandpa and Grammy's house for Christmas."

"Wow, that sounds pretty special. When are we going?"

"Tomorrow morning. After supper and my long nap and when I wake up."

"That sounds wonderful. Should we go in and see Mommy?"

"Yes, come on Daddy. Hurry up!"

Katie and I have been married for five years now. We got married soon after we each graduated from college. We each have been working on our career, then about three years ago we decided to begin a family. Megan is a little over two years old and my beautiful wife Katie has another bun in the oven one might say. It is too early to tell its sex as yet but we are hoping for a boy.

Katie returned to work not too long after Megan was born but later we decided that it would be best if she moved to part time.

"Hello Beautiful."

"Hello Handsome."

"I hear that you have shared the news with Megan. She seems pretty wound up."

"Yes, she has been since learning of our trip. I got a call from your mother today about our arrival and thought it a good time to tell Megan."

"How is mom doing?"

"She is doing great. She was acting kind of mysterious but when I pressed her on it, she shared that you dad had something to share with you when we arrived. Apparently he is very excited to share."

"Did she indicate what it was all about?"

"No, when I questioned her about it she really got evasive so I stopped pressing."

"Well I guess we will find out when we get there."

That evening we had dinner and I limited myself to one glass of wine as we would be getting up early and on the road to Grandpa and Grammy's house. It would be a six hour drive. Megan was still excited and had difficulty getting to sleep even after three stories. Finally she fell asleep after I agreed to stay with her and hold her hand.

The drive the next day was long as usual. We made our pit stops at the same places were had always stopped. Our arrival was close to 4:00pm as it always seemed to be. This is much later that it was before Megan was born.

Upon arrival Megan threw herself into the arms of her grandparents and ate up their attention. Katie and I unloaded the car and moved our things to my old room. The bed in that room now is much bigger than it was when I was growing up.

Soon Mom had dinner on the table for us and we all sat around the table enjoying the food and the company. Dad did bring up the fact that he had something to share and I could tell by his demeanor that he was pretty excited about it. He kept his cards close to his chest however, so I still had no idea as to what it was that he wanted to share.

Megan, of course, demanded everyone's attention so conversations that did not include her did not happen.

Both Katie and I put Megan to bed and we each had to read her a story. Then we wanted a story from Grandpa and Grammy each.

We were in the kitchen when mom came downstairs from Megan's room announcing, "Megan is finally asleep."

"Why don't we move to the living room and get comfortable and I can share my news with you."

We moved to the living room and I claimed the overstuffed chair. Katie climbed up and sat on my lap, cuddling in so that her shoulder and back was on one side of the chair and I was on the other.

Dad walked over to a table and picked up a box then moved to a chair.

"You two know that I have been doing some research on my ancestry, tracing my family as far back as I can."

"Yes, we know. How has it been going?"

"Actually pretty great. That is what I am so excited about." He then handed me what was clearly a photograph. One of those with the copperish tone on black and white.

I took the photo and looked at it. The subject was a man standing in a baseball uniform looking at the camera. It took me a moment but suddenly it hit me, this was a photo of Alan, the man I seemed to be in those dreams I used to have.

I looked up from the photo into Dad's expectant look. He waited.

"Dad, I don't know how or what but this is a photo of Alan from my dreams."

"Darin, that is a photograph of your Great Grandfather."

My heart, I thought it was going to pop right out of my chest.

Katie said, "Are you OK Darin?"

"I'm OK, just feeling a bit dizzy, a bit in awe and wonder."

I looked again at the photo and studied it. After a bit of time dad interrupted my thinking.

"Darin, there is more.

" He then handed me another photograph. It was a bit larger with the same tone to it and black and white.

This time I thought I might faint. It was a wedding photograph of two people. One was Alan, the other clearly was Barbara, My Barbara.

I felt awe and love and wonder and guilt all at the same time. I wanted to just sit and look at the photograph to the exclusion of all else. The others had different ideas.

"Look at the back of the photograph."

Katie took the photo, turned it over and read, "Wedding of Alan and Barbara Roberts, June 9th 1906. That's our anniversary date June 9, 2018."

"Wow, a coincidence?"

"Here, take a look at this one." With that Dad handed me a third photograph. This one was a family portrait, two adults and three children, two boys and a girl.

"The youngest boy is my grandfather. I can recognize his face. You were too little to remember him when he died, you were only one or two years old."

I looked at that photograph but could not look at anyone but Barbara. She had the smile that I remember.

The conversation continued and ranged far and wide but I really did not follow it. I was too deep in thought wondering about Barbara, wondering about her life, wondering if she was happy, feeling guilty.

At some point Katie and Mom left the room and returned with some cookies and coffee. I had been sitting in that chair holding the wedding photo, looking at Barbara, thinking that I was in love with two women and not feeling good about it.

Katie stood before me. "Boy, do you look like you are a million miles away."

"I was thinking about them, about their lives, about their love."

She stood there a while just watching me. I don't know what she was thinking.

"Do you remember the last day of high school?"

"Of course I remember. That is the day that you gave me a ride home and told me a wonderful story."

"I don't remember if I ever told you when telling you about my dreams of Alan and Barbara, but that day, or more specifically, that night is the last time they visited my dreams."

"The way you said that , it sounds as if you miss them."

"I do."

Katie climbed back into the overstuffed chair and gave me a hug. She cuddled in and I held her tight to me. After we cuddled for a while, I noticed that she had a Christmas wrapped present on her lap. When she began to open it, I stopped her.

"Wait a minute, this is Christmas eve, no presents until Christmas morning. I heard you tell Megan that loud and clear."

"This is from my mom. She wanted me to have something from her to open even though they are not here this year but on their cruise. I think I know what it is and thought I would open it and share."

"OK, I think we can allow you to get away with it this time."

She ripped open the paper and opened the box within. It was a decorated tin. When she opened it she said, "Just as I thought, my favorite, roasted almonds."

Suddenly I was at peace and full of wonder.

I turned, pulled Katie into my arms, looked her deep in the eyes, "I Love You!"