Michelle's Journey Ch. 04

AUTHORS NOTE: The struggles of the main characters comes full circle in this chapter. And their hardships are a reflection of what many of us face everyday.

Art imitates life. And important questions about love, hope and loss can be explored through fiction. Writing has always been a refuge for me, and a form of catharsis.

The timeline of the story jumps ahead at several points during this chapter. Sometimes it's hard to know what to leave in, and what to take out of a story. And I hope you enjoyed all of it.

Claudia Zimmer makes a brief appearance in this chapter. She was also an important character in Kim's erotic adventures.

And you might need a box of tissues while reading this chapter too. Please rate and comment, thank you.

HELLO DARKNESS, MY OLD FRIEND

Michelle was mystified, and a little worried, she still couldn't reach Tina. She even stopped by her work, but she wasn't there, so she decided to head home. Soon she was getting out of her car, grabbing her bags before she walked into the house.

"Mom?" She called out while setting her bags down on the floor. "Are you home?"

"Yes my sexy daughter," Sarah appeared after a few moments, "I am here, I've been waiting for you."

"Wow, you look nice." Michelle was in awe of her appearance, she had her hair and make-up done to perfection. She was wearing a red, crotchless body stocking with high leather boots, and fancy silver jewelry about her neck and wrists. "What's the occasion?"

"I just wanted to look my best for my lover," Sarah sat down on the couch and spread her legs wide to show off her tempting, moist pussy, "I need a good fucking again, and only you can satisfy me."

Michelle was fighting her base desires in that moment, part of her desperately wanted to be on top of her all the time. She realized in that moment how powerful the attraction was between them, but she also felt out of control. Alice had just helped her see how strong her bond with Tina really was, and she still wanted to talk to her.

"Mom, I'll be honest, I'm very aroused by seeing you dressed like this again. But I can't reach Tina, and I need to talk to her. I've been calling her and she won't pick up, I hope she's okay."

"I'm sure she's fine baby." Sarah rolled her eyes, and annoyance was evident in her voice. "But I'm here now, so why don't you enjoy me."

"Ohh, hold on! She's finally calling!"

"Well, shit." Sarah muttered as it dawned on her that she might have taken things too far.

"Hi Tina," Michelle said, "it's good to hear from you! How are-"

"How could you! You lied to me!" Tina cut her off, her tone heavy with distress and disappointment.

"Lied to you? About what babe?"

"Your mother! You've been fucking your own mother, and not only that but you didn't bother to tell me?"

"Look Tina, I can explain."

"There's nothing to explain, I was there just hours ago. I wanted to surprise you!" Her voice was full of pain as she started to cry again. "Your mom told me everything, she told me about all the other women you've been fucking."

"But...we-we agreed to have an open relationship."

"Yes, we did. But I didn't think you'd go around fucking so many people, and without including me! I've been with one other person, and that was Rachel. The worst part is that I had to find out from your mother, and you're also fucking her!"

"Look Tina, I am very sorry. I understand why you're upset, but why we're you going to surprise me?"

"Because," Tina could barely talk by then, she was crying profusely and her voice was cracking, "because I love you, you idiot! Can't you see what's right in front of you? I was going to ask you to be exclusive with just me!"

"You love me?" Michelle really did feel like an idiot at that point. "Tina, I...please let me come see-"

"Just fucking forget it! I don't wanna talk to you, or your awful mother! Don't ever come into my work again!" She started screaming in her pain and anger. "FORGET YOU EVER MET ME!"

"Tina! Tina! God damnit!"Michelle cursed as she was cut off, she tossed her phone aside in frustration. Then she started crying, and then started pacing to calm down a little. Sarah sat there quietly, feeling very self-conscious as she stared at the floor.

"Okay...okay, she said that you talked to her." Michelle walked towards her with a bewildered look on her face. "What did you say to her?"

"I told her the truth, " Sarah's tone went cold again, like the whole drama was just an inconvenience to her. "I told her that we've been fucking, and that you fucked Bella, and other people too."

"Why the hell would you do that? I was just about to tell her! Alice helped me realize just how much I care about her, I have been so foolish."

"You got that right." Sarah glared at her, her body stiffened as her voice sounded full of frustration and arrogance. "We have each other, we can meet each other's needs, my dear. You know that it's true."

Michelle was stunned for a few moments, she was still in shock that Tina may never talk to her again. "Meet each others needs...but I had a chance with Tina."

"And do you think she has your best interests at heart?" Sarah's voice became more inviting, Michelle could hear the inflection that changed to persuade her. "Besides, If you really didn't want me, you never would have fucked me. Clearly Tina wasn't meeting your needs, but you know I can."

Michelle didn't know it right then, but Sarah was playing chess. The prize was Michelle's affections, and she wasn't planning on losing. Sarah just looked at her, and started caressing the warm flesh of her chest and neck. Time seemed to stand still as Michelle felt transfixed by her, she could feel the taboo lust in the air.

And Sarah's cold, yet seductive tone was coercing her, which only made her feel more conflicted.

But she looked away for just a moment and thought about her true feelings, about Tina and all they had shared in such a short time. Her very high sex drive and her deep desire to find true love again often felt at odds with one another.

Alice was right, she had to consider her own happiness in her current situation. The tears flowed more freely again, she could feel the confusion, shame and guilt overwhelming her.

"Not today mother.." She said quietly.

"What did you say?"

"I said: not today. I'm not doing this right now, I want to be alone with my thoughts."

"Michelle, don't be ridiculous. I'll make you feel better."

Michelle had the presence of mind to quickly gather up her shopping bags, then she grabbed a bottle of wine from the fridge. "No, I'm going to my room. I need to be alone."

"Please, just wait!" Sarah stood up and moved towards her.

"No mother." Michelle was already walking down the hallway, wiping the tears away that kept coming.

A few minutes later, Sarah was back in her own room, she had a moment of self-honesty. For the first time in weeks, Sarah was considering what her jealousy might truly cost her. She thought it may not be worth the price.

After she took a long shower and finally stopped crying, Michelle dried off and changed into comfortable pajamas. She got drunk and watched cheesy romantic comedies from the 80's, that actually helped her feel a bit better. After sending multiple texts to Tina, she still didn't get a response at all. Her room had a mini-fridge that she raided for the junk food stash, and she ate until her stomach hurt. All she could feel was a desire to numb her pain on that night, she passed out in a mess of used tissues and candy wrappers.

Sarah waited long hours until she gathered up the courage to knock on her door, but Michelle was already asleep. She still wanted to be on top of her, but she decided to be patient. The night was long for her, and her dreams were dark and disturbing.

The next morning, she tried again with another knock on the door. After a long wait, Michelle finally opened the door for her.

"Good morning."

"Hi, mom."

"How'd you sleep?"

"After crying and drinking while eating junk food, I actually slept good. I think I just felt worn out"

"I see, may I come in please?"

"Sure, I guess." Michelle just shrugged and walked back to her bed and plopped down. Sarah sat down right next to her.

"What do you want?"

"Why do you sound so irritated with me?"

"Because, you should've let me talk to Tina. I was the one dating her, not you."

"I can see why you're upset, but I just did what I thought was best. I wasn't expecting her to show up when you were gone either."

"No, I suppose you were not. But why did you tell her we were fucking? You could have just told her to come back later or something."

"Yes, well Bella happened to be here too, and she walked towards the front door when we were talking. And by then, I felt compelled to explain the situation. She knows I'm fucking Bella too."

"Oh, I see. But Bella really can't get enough of you. Even after she was in the orgy two days ago, she must be insatiable."

"Yes, she's a special girl." Sarah moved in and caressed Michelle's leg, very slowly and seductively. "But not as special as you are."

"Umm...thanks mom." Michelle couldn't prove it, but she sensed that Sarah was leaving out crucial details. The only way to confirm that was to talk to Tina. But she also knew how unlikely that was now, she desperately wished Tina would call her back. There was a distinct feeling of discomfort growing inside her, with seduction weaving it's way into the edge of her desires.

She felt torn in that moment, desperately wanting Tina but also feeling her mother's soft hands on her. The conflicting feelings of pain and lust burned so deeply inside her body and soul as she met Sarah's gaze. The tears could not be stopped, she let them fall down over her cheeks to drip upon her chest.

Sarah responded instinctively by holding her tight and trying to console her, they remained that way for a long while.

"Is there anything I can do for you?" Sarah finally asked her while caressing her hair with tenderness.

Michelle paused for a long moment, and she trembled with desire. Emotions flooded her heart, and an urgent hunger swelled inside her.

"Just...kiss me..." Her voice trembled as she felt the sudden heat. "Let me feel you mother, touch my body."

"Do you want me, baby?"

"Yes, yes I do." Michelle's anger melted under the hot temptation she could feel, her body was hungry for gratification. Sarah grabbed her and plunged her wet tongue deep into Michelle's gasping mouth, their hands soon pulled clothing off and they looked at each other with adoration and urgent lust.

When Michelle first arrived, sitting there on moving day: she had just finished moving her things in, and the air was thick with humidity. And the air stirred something else in Sara's nether regions, the sexual tension she felt throbbed deep inside her body. Michelle didn't see her staring as she sipped her iced tea while closing her eyes.

The evening sun washed over her smooth skin, basking her In a divine glow. Her daughters cleavage and her strong yet feminine legs were slick with sweat, she was like a juicy piece of forbidden fruit. Sara buried that desire deep in that moment, even though she wanted to kiss her so passionately. She wanted to straddle her and put her big breasts over her sexy mouth, feeling her cock grow hard between her supple thighs.

Her daughter defied the passage of time like she did, she had only become more beautiful since she'd last been in her presence. And she would awake the next morning, her hairy pussy soaking wet. The she quietly whispered Michelle's name while she frantically fucked her pussy into a mind blowing orgasm that left a big wet spot. But she also felt ashamed, thinking it was only a taboo fantasy.. And now, she was yet again tasting that sweet, forbidden fruit as their sexy bodies pressed against each other in a sensual rhythm of pleasure.

Soon, they were laying together in a sixty-nine. Michelle's ass was so clean, it even smelled inviting. Sara indulged in the lewd act, holding nothing back. Her tongue delved deep, she probed her daughters ass like, tasting every part of her thoroughly, slathering her pink asshole all over. She sucked and licked with filthy abandon, letting her daughters hot, sharp gasping fill her senses with a pleasing harmony.

She loved licking Michelle's perfect ass with her long tongue. Her saliva mixing with the sweet cum that dripped over her cheeks and tongue. And Michelle's mouth so skillfully performed an oral dance across her messy cunt, licking, teasing and driving her insane with sweet torment.

The dirty, yet intimate and loving act of Michelle eating her mother. Slobbering on the very pussy that had birthed her years ago. She sucked on her long clit, swirling her tongue all over the sensitive nub. She had never sucked on such long labia. Her mother's were brown, thick and tasted delicious. Those lovely petals dripping more for her with each passing moment.

She hooked her fingers inside and spread her open. Licking her deep and tasting her salty vaginal mucous. That wet, pink jewel throbbing at her tongues tip. Going in, she pushed with her hungry tongue and slipped her fingers inside to collect the white fluid: but soon she wanted even more.

"Flex your pussy for me! Push!" She said urgently

"What? How baby?"..

"Remember kegels? Push out like you're doing a kegel!"

Her strong pelvic muscles tensed as Sara pushed her vagina out. The pink center was now just inside her labia, driving Michelle into a fit of lust. She rubbed in big circles all over her slick pussy and spanked her clit, making a spray of cunt juice splash her face. With a loud, primal grunt she jammed her fingers deep inside. Sara jolted from the sudden fucking, causing her to jerk harder on Michelle's cock. Loud, obscene squishing noises emanated from deep inside her, Sara had never been so wet before.

Overpowering lust now poured through Michelle, driving her to do so many dirty things with her mother. That prolapsed cunt gripping her hand so tight, with juices flowing out to add to the lubrication. Their raunchy sex was laced with a tenderness between them: they were enraptured in the heat of joining their bodies together. Her hands rubbed and fucked frantically, building up Sara into an absolute peak of delirious pleasure. Her smooth mouth slurping on that beautiful cock again, making her crave the sweet jizz again.

Soon Michelle was between her long legs, kissing her hot lips and teasing her pussy with her throbbing cock. Sarah reached down to caress the hot rod dripping fresh jizz, coaxing her daughter to enter her hot pussy.

Michelle pushed deep inside her, letting her cock slide in and out slowly. Immense, hot sparks of pleasure fired throughout her body, she was stuffed completely. She felt ready to squirt again, a hot breath of pleasure escaped her lips. Her hand clamped onto Michelle's wrist as she moaned loudly.

"Fuuuck...huge...big fucking cock! Ohh my God! Yesss! So...good. You feel so good, shoot your hot cum deep in your mommy!" A forbidden heat engulfed them both with long pulses traveling up and down Sarah's quivering body. Her pussy gripped and spasmed around Michelle's cock to milk her, their fluids mixed together down between her legs.

Sarah held her tight as Michelle orgasmed inside her again and again, digging her nails into her back she kissed Michelle with fiery passion. They could feel their feelings for each other getting more intense with every slow thrust. The wet heat deep inside her pussy made Sarah orgasm as her cunt was flooded with jizz, solidifying their sexual union even more.

They laid there in each others arms, snuggling and kissing each with loving passion. Sarah hoped that she could hold onto Michelle's affections for as long as possible. But even in the afterglow, Michelle had trouble fully enjoying the moment. And seven weeks later, something unexpected happened.

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Michelle was getting ready for work when Sarah called out to her.

"Mom, what is it?"

"I'm not sure, I just feel very sick. It started last night, the dizziness and the nausea. And I just vomited."

"That's weird." Michelle moved into her bathroom and felt her forehead. "You don't have a fever, I wonder what it could be?"

"I-I don't know. I just wonder...no, never mind."

"No, what it is? Please just tell me?"

"I've just had a feeling...that I wonder if it's possible that I-that I'm pregnant."

"What? Why do you think that?"

"Just a feeling that I've had. And I remember from when I was pregnant with you, it was a lot like this."

"Oh my God, I hope not...that would be bad."

"Okay, don't freak out. One thing at a time, we don't even know for sure yet. Do you have time to go get a pregnancy test? I don't think I should drive right now. The pharmacy is only about six minutes away. The sooner we know, the better"

"Ummm....sure. But I'd better go now, so I can make it to work on time."

"Okay, thank you sweetheart."

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Later Michelle was at work when she spotted Alice walking by her office, so she ran after her.

"Alice, good you're finally done with your conference call. I really need to talk to you."

"Sure, walk with me. What's on your mind, babe?"

"It's about my mother," she said in a low voice, "I think she's pregnant."

"Ohh shit!" Alice tugged on her arm. "Let's go."

She walked past her receptionist. "Please hold all my calls."

"Yes, of course Alice." Said Ashley.

She closed her door and asked Michelle to sit down, Alice poured herself some ice water and offered some to Michelle, who gratefully accepted some.

"So, why do you think she's pregnant?" Alice asked her as she leaned against her desk.

"Well, this morning she had symptoms of morning sickness, so she asked me to run to the pharmacy quick for pregnancy tests.. I had to leave right after that, and she called me a bit later."

"Okay, so what were the results?"

"Three different tests, all positive."

"Ohh shit...so what do you want to do?"

"We haven't had time to discuss it, but I don't think she should keep the baby."

"Because of the incest?'

"Yes, of course. Do you feel differently?"

"Well, it's your mother's decision. But I think the baby could turn out heathty, there is a good chance of that."

"What, are you sure?"

"Yes, the unique genetic makeup of a futa that impregnates a family member makes a viable baby more likely."

"But there's also a chance that it could end badly?"

"I'm not going to lie: yes it could go bad.."

"This whole thing makes me just feel anxious and afraid."

"If you think it would help, I know someone that you might want to talk to."

"Who?"

"Doctor Zimmer, she's a futa that specializes in internal medicine. And her expertise is in helping futa's of course."

"Okay...that sounds good...I guess."

"Hey, it's going to be okay. And I'll help you, and your mother in any way I can."

"Yeah...thank you. I truly appreciate you." Her face was glum and she was on the verge of tears again.

"What's wrong sweetheart?" Alice moved closer and caressed her cheek.

"I...I wanted...I wanted Tina to-I wanted Tina to have my baby."

"You did? Since when?"

"I've just been...thinking about her more lately. I've tried to move on...but every day...I can't stop thinking about her. But she's so mad at me..she won't return my calls."

"And now you have to deal with Sarah's pregnancy, so you feel overwhelmed?"

"Yes, I don't know how I'm going to deal with this. If she does decide to keep the baby, I'll have to help her raise it, and then what? I mean, I didn't think this would happen, I never imagined I'd be able to get her pregnant. She's forty-nine, the chances seemed slim to none."

"Your semen is very potent, like any other futa. But maybe you can put the baby up for adoption?"